" The greatest discovery
of my generation
is that
a HUMAN BEING
can alter his life
by altering his
ATTITUDES "

name : Sofea Amani bt Safrisia

date : September 28th 09'

time : 8.45 p.m

age : 3 hrs 30 mins

I'M PROUD TO BE HER UNCLE!!!

Welcome to the family Sofea!!

selamat hari raya ! maaf zahir dan batin..

i'm off to kl.. n won't be here till the fourth syawal.. darn..

p/z : sorry can't celebrate with ya'll peeps.. don't miss me too much.. miss me a lot is enuff.. hahahaha..

Parlimen secara rasmi nya telah mula bersidang bagi sesi raya 09'!

"If you keep thinking about what you want to do or what you
hope will happen, you don't do it, and it won't happen."

-- Desiderius Erasmus

am sleepy

bloggers.. hurm...

considered as those " creative " peoples that can read, write n type.. whole lots of things u may find in blogs across the sungei.. or laut.. or seas.. or anything u would like to imagine..

from much needed info bout any stuffs u might think of.. to crazy posts like swearing.. bla..bla..bla... almost like mine.. nagging?? yeah.. updates?? whoooaaa... facts?? news?? political views?? file sharings?? pictures?? movies?? err.. why am i listing it all down?? wth~

ok.. i'm proud to say.. i'm a rojak blogger.. ROJAK ?? u x paham? u open the kamus.. in google also got.. yahoo also got.. u search ajak..

i'll write almost anything in my blog.. nobody are to judge me by the way.. no black n white.. T&C of wut one shall write or shall not.. it's an open dictionary of u !! yeesss!! uu!!

and of coz.. my blog is an open dictionary of me self !! not urs.. not that gurl.. not this guy.. minee.. minee.. minee.. totally minee.. 100% mine..

from reading a particular blog.. u might get for urself.. a picture of the whole lot.. wut i mean by the whole lot is.. the blogger himself/herself.. or?? are there others? aliens??

depends on the reader.. u read for fun.. u read for facts.. u read for knowledge.. its u who decide..

i as a blogger.. i wrote lots bout my story.. previous blog title - paragraph of life.. the title tells u everything.. and now.. wut was it?? it's in past tense.. might be a lil off with some posts.. but still.. more to past tense.. so more to my past.. or sumthing that had happen..

erm... this post might sound weird n stupid.. sorry for this lousy post.. it might be wut n how n the condition or the situation or wutever it might be with me.. sot-sot de.. no-brainer..

i don't really know how many of u follow my blog.. thanks for those followers.. and thanks to u that eventually read mine..

if my blog seems a lil disturbing to any individuals out there.. maybe even the outer space.. do feel free to comment.. i'll be very delightful if there's any response.. feedback in everything i do is really important.. for improvement.. and.. maybe... sharing.. er.. sharing is caring? or the other way round? nah.. i'll leave it to u to decide..

nah.. i'm stupid..

~cHeErs~

Shan Hu Hai ( Coral Sea )

Verse 1:

海平面远方开始阴霾 悲伤要怎么平静纯白
hai ping mian yuan fang kai shi yin mai / bei shan yao zhe me ping jing chun bai
Clouds gather on the faraway (sea) horizon, How can I keep my sadness calm

我的脸上始终夹带 一抹浅浅的无奈
wo de nian shang shi zhong jia dai / yi mo qian qian de wu nai
I remained straight-faced, trying to cover the hint of resignation


你用唇语说你要离开 (情不在)
ni yong chun yu shuo ni yao li kai (qing bu zai)
You silently said that you wanted to leave (The love's gone)

那难过无声慢了下来
na nan guo wu sheng nan le xia lai,
The sadness slowed down silently

汹涌潮水 你听明白
xiong yong chao sui, ni ting ming bai
Listen carefully to the crashing tides,

不是浪而是泪海
bu shi lang er shi lei hai
It is not from the sea but from tears

Chorus:

转身离开 (你有话说不出来) 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai (ni you hua shuo bu chu lai) fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

海鸟跟鱼相爱 只是一场意外
hai niao gen yu xiang ai / zhi shi yi chang yi wai
The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

我们的爱 （给的爱）差异一直存在 (回不来)
wo men de ai （gei de ai） cha yi yi zhi cun zai (hui bu lai)
Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

风中尘埃(等待)竟累积成伤害
feng zhong zhen ai (deng dai) jing lei ji cheng shang hai
The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

转身离开 分手说不出来
zhuan shen li kai fen shou shuo bu chu lai
Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

蔚蓝的珊瑚海 错过瞬间苍白
wei lan de shan hu hai / cuo guo shun jian cang bai
An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

当初彼此（你我都）不够成熟坦白(不应该)
dang chu bi ci （ni wo dou) bu gou cheng shu tan bai (bu ying gai)
Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

热情不改 (你的) 笑容勉强不来
re qing bu gai (ni de) xiao rong mian qiang bu lai
The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

爱深埋珊瑚海
ai shen mai shan hu hai
Love is buried deep within the coral sea

Verse 2:

毁坏的沙碉如何重来 有裂痕的爱怎么重盖
hui huai de sa diao ru he chong lai / you lie heng de ai zhe me chong gai
How do (we) rebuild the damaged sand sculpture, how can (we) fix a broken relationship?

只是一切 结束太快 你说你无法释怀
zhi shi yi qie / jie shu tai kuai / ni shuo ni wu fa shi huai
Only that all has ended too quickly and you said you could not understand why


贝壳里隐藏着什么期待 (等花儿开)
bei ke li ying cang zhe she me qi dai (deng hua er kai)
What surprises await in a seashell (Waiting for the flowers to bloom)

我们也已经无心再猜
wo men ye yi jing wu xin zai cai
We do not want to play the guessing game anymore

面向海风 (面向海风)
mian xiang hai feng (mian xiang hai feng)
The sea breeze caressing the face (the sea breeze caressing the face)

咸咸的爱 (咸咸的爱)
xian xian de ai (xian xian de ai)
The salty love (the salty love)

尝不出还有未来
chang bu chu hai you wei lai
Unable to feel any future (between us)

There are no mistakes. The events we bring upon ourselves, no
matter how unpleasant, are necessary in order to learn what we
need to learn; whatever steps we take, they're necessary to
reach the places we've chosen to go."


Richard Bach

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"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we
have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance,
chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into
a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend.
Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today,
and creates a vision for tomorrow."



Melody Beattie

..hidup IALAH hidup..


..hidup ADALAH hidup..




..fahaman anda? kongsikan bersama..

"All I can say about life is, Oh God, enjoy it!"

-- Bob Newhart

... how i wish ...

this morning felt great.. as wut i've expected.. it's just for a short while.. now.. i'm more worried.. my probs even got into my dream.. and hell.. it's terrible..

this fasting month.. i'm out or i'm down.. very seldom up.. when i'm up.. i'll be up up n away.. but then.. boom.. came tumbling down.. i just can't stop worrying bout myself.. it seems like i ain't got any future.. i'm darn tired thinking of it.. i felt so terrible.. juz wanna end all of it.. but how?

life is life.. life was life and it will always be that way..

"If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere."

Frank A. Clark

dunno wut got into my mind recently.. obviously.. this morning.. it's like totally 180 deg. from wut i've been going through..

i'm psyched!
( that's gud rite )

i slept for nearly 3 hrs.. the twilight novel seems liked to have been under me during my sleep.. well.. the cover roughed up a lil bit.. nevermind.. maseh bisa di selamatkan deh~



i sat in front of my pc.. hearing to the beats of great songs.. soundtracks from the movie step up 2 : The Streets.. funky dance hip-hop beats.. happy beats.. not those screamo that sounds like " setennzzz ".. tidak baik utk bulan posa.. hahahaha..



i got this idea to make speaker boxes n stands for mids n tweets.. i've been fixing my audio system for a while now n seems messy when i've done all the wirings.. speakers jatuh sana sini.. wayar di mana-mana.. nasib bait suma tapok jadi sik nampak.. hahahha.. will be nicer with proper speaker box installed.. might as well set up for a 7.1 surround.. ooooyyeeaahh bebeh!!~!~!



boom..boom.. n then kaabbooomm!~ hahahaahaha.. ( sik mintak )..



drew a few sketches.. then drew the final design.. simple n contemporary modern.. just enough to take out the best of the speakers performance.. FYI.. i've been designing stuffs a lot.. eventually.. it didn't come to reality.. setakat on papers jak.. no luck maybe.. mostly becoz no money.. hahahah.. insyaALLAH ada rezeki.. ada luck.. it'll be real.. though my bedroom furniture did came to reality.. ngeheheheh...



then.. time for saho.. wut to eat aa.. i'm feeling hungry.. kareh peti ais.. jumpalah 2 chix wings.. hurm.. idea! ting! ting! fried chicken.. nyamm~ nyamm~ mari kita menjadi kreatif.. hahaha.. not that creative actly.. simple braising technique n basic batter for frying stuffs..



Yellow had been following me since i start preparing.. meoww~ meooww~ jak nya.. tedah.. i'll give u a lil bit later la yellow.. jumping here n there kelaparan.. jumped on me! gosh! nasib sik terkejut gilak.. a wok of hot oil dpn saya.. apuuuu~



lekak mkn bersama yellow.. buurrpp.. kenyang!! alhamdulillah.. that was a really heavy one.. nasik tambah gik ya.. adoii.. very the vvooo-rooii lah tok...



now.. continue sleeping ka sik? not that sleepy actly.. blogging jak lah.. wut to do during the day? i dunno.. sleeping?? hahahhahaa.. my fav hobby of all time...



that's it.. i don't want to write too much.. afraid i'll go bored n out of ideas n start crapping n writing bout stuffs i don't want to think about.. merosakkan suasana yang bagus.. the air is clean n mood swinging~ buhbye for now my blog.. i miss u~ mwahs! i'll write in u when i want to write.. : p~ ( jujoh aek liur ku ngobek.. )

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you closer
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Oh, do do do do do do do

Your heart cares for nothing in return
And I’m just taking
Taking you in
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Close my eyes
And dream for miles
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

We can never judge the lives of others,

because each person knows only their own pain,

and renunciation.

It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path,

but it's another to think that yours..

is THE ONLY PATH.

Paulo Coelho, Brazilian novelist

to : my blog.. again..

i just can't write..