this morning felt great.. as wut i've expected.. it's just for a short while.. now.. i'm more worried.. my probs even got into my dream.. and hell.. it's terrible..

this fasting month.. i'm out or i'm down.. very seldom up.. when i'm up.. i'll be up up n away.. but then.. boom.. came tumbling down.. i just can't stop worrying bout myself.. it seems like i ain't got any future.. i'm darn tired thinking of it.. i felt so terrible.. juz wanna end all of it.. but how?

life is life.. life was life and it will always be that way..